The reason I haven’t blogged

22Jun08

Ethan was born on June 6th at 10PM. He is the most wonderful thing in the entire world. And, he is soon to be my Godson. I have been spending as much time with him as possible before he and my best friend leave, breaking my heart twice.

They make you think that after you graduate from college you only get so many major life changes, and yet, everything seems to change so easily. One occurrence and nine months later a miracle like Ethan. One decision, and you are soon moving in with a 27 year-old practical stranger named Edwin. Friends change, people grow closer and grow apart. And I am still learning so much about myself, I’m definitely changing.

There’s nothing cooler than babies. It’s the worlds best kept secret. Sure sometimes they are fussy and cry for no reason, and it’s frustrating. But with one look you know that they are simply the coolest thing that could ever happen. And they grow so fast, and they need so much, and i know that life will never stop changing so fast and…

I’m in for a lonely month in July. I can feel it. I already love him so much.