Neglect

06Oct08

Today I feel like a terrible person, because I know how much I have been neglecting my blog. 

Lately I have been, well, a bit busy.  Busy with life i suppose. 

Life is always such a hard thing to think about.  For the past few weeks, I’ve starting feeling like I’m living someone else’s life.  It feels a little like everything is changing.  And its making me rethink what I want.  Especially since one of my closest friends has become so successful in securing her dream job. And its not the normal run of the mill job.  It feels as if the big life of tv and movies and bright lights is only a step away.  but do i want it? 

Josh and I were at home depot on saturday, picking up, of all the romantic things in the world, a new toilet seat, since the cat apparently broke his (he blames the cat at least), and we took an extra 15 minutes to walk through the showrooms, looking at the bathroom and kitchen setups, discussing which ones we liked and what we thought looked good.  He can’t wait to have a house of his own.  and i wonder where i sit on the situation…  I still couldn’t tell you.

I love the city so much.  But how long will it last? 

Right now I’m gonna concentrate on getting back to the gym all the time.  And not overeating at work.  Take it one step at a time right?

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